Never gonna stop loving you

This song i wrote it myself,

It represent me in my real life,

and it happen to me all the time.

so here it is

Life without you

Life is soo dark ahead,

i can't never see it thru again,

You, are the only one that shine

In the furthers sky far away

What hold you back?

is it me you hate?

just say you love me,

and i'm here stay

always...

i'll never gonna stop loving you,

i'll never gonna stop loving you,

eventhough you left me,

i still love you....

Sun, you're the light,

giving all the hope that i need to survive,

Now, even we are far apart,

i believe there spark,

For me

Just give it a chance,

we'll worked it out,

this is all i can give,

you'll never regards,

never....

i'll never gonna stop loving you,

i'll never gonna stop livong you,

eventhough you left me,

i still love you...(repeated as many as i want)

uuuoooooo

there maybe some changes made to this lyric as it was not complete yet

Love Hurts

LOVE HURTS

Tonight we drink to youth
And holding fast to truth(I don't want to lose what I had as a boy.)
My heart still has a beat
But love is now a feat.(As common as a cold day in LA.)

Sometimes when I'm alone,I wonder
Is there a spell that I am under
Keeping me from seeing the real thing?

Love hurts...
But sometimes it's a good hurt
And it feels like I'm alive.
Love sings,
When it transcends the bad things.
Have a heart and try me,'
cause without love I won't survive.

I'm fettered and abused,
I stand naked and accused(Should I surface this one man submarine?)
I only want the truth
So tonight we drink to youth!(I'll never lose what I had as a boy.)

Sometimes when I'm alone
I wonderIs there a spell that I am under
Keeping me from seeing the real thing?

Love hurts...
But sometimes it's a good hurt
And it feels like I'm alive.
Love sings,
When it transcends the bad things.
Have a heart and try me,
'cause without love I won't survive.

I really love this song

Time to change

back once again..now with I'm trying to stand up with my own to feet's, disaster always comes blow me away, make me fall once again. but that doesn't stop me from standing up again, if i fall, I'll start all over again. i can't do it alone, i can asked my friends to help me. The question is will there be my friends when i need them???

maybe some will help but what happen with other friends?? are they gonna stood still and watch me fall? if that going to happen, maybe i need to move first.

No point having such a friends, for i just only a burden for them.

Is time for me to change. my life is starting to change, i may have the time to know who my really friends was. I may have the time to spend as much as i want to until i know them well.

STOP with all this BACKSTABBING

STOP with all the HYPOCRITE

Just be who you really are..no need to pretend who you're not.maybe i'm not the only one who need to change..maybe all of us need to change.

starting a new day in my life

Finallly I made it. I have a blog right now. This time for sure i'll make it work. I have nothing much to say. I just finished my study and currently practical in small IT company. That way out from what i'm majoring before. Sigh...what is going on with me, I feel like i'm not myself anymore and i didn't have any clue what is bothering me.

is it my friend??
is it my family??

is it because my soo call relationship??

is it my work??

is it all about the moneY??

Damm...I don't know which one is bothering too much.... I feel like there a bomb in my head and it continously ticking in my head and it give me headache....STRESS,TENSION and ALL THE SICKNESS AROUND ME.

Maybe this is a good time for me to move on. I need my on space, my own world even a little bit it should be enough. I need to find the real me piece by piece since since i've shattered my life a long time ago.

Whoever read this blog, maybe you can give me some idea on activities on how to get away from all the problems. how to release myself.