waiting thru the night

is this who i am lately??

i feel soo different, is not like i used to be,

Every nite, i wait for somebody to call or text me,

even my body are falling apart,

my eyes can't hold much longer,

is this the type of pain that i have to suffer

maybe,this is just the way it is,

even, u was on the phone with another person,

i'm still gonna waited for u to finished

but this is not the way i wanted,

i want to call u,

not another person call u....there would not be a problem if the conversation only take a few minutes.... but NO!!! it takes more than an hour.

Come on laaa...

i have my own limitation,

why don't u show me a little bit of respect,

is not like i never even tried to understand you.

i tried soo many times

but the way u treat me make me want to give up

make me have a second thought of u...

i need an absolute answer from u

i need it because i want to know

i need to know, because i am starting to fall in love with you
i want to to know, if there is any hope for u

if there is no answer,

is better for me to step back

and start a new life

with someone else